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[Mar. 16th, 2009|09:12 pm] |
I have been stuck in the house mostly. I feel bitter and bored and drained. Mikey has been amazing. He helps me out so much. And Jon tried to help me but of course my job screwed that up. I dont even want t get into what wonderful fun my saturday was. I just really need a change of scenery. I miss going to class and having something to do other then work.
also bauer is his usual asshole self. and it sucks a lot when i can barely walk or do anything and he is a complete and udder fucking turd. I really want to quit but I just need the money. grr. I still feel terrible from the car hitting me. I just want it to be less stressful at work. I need to have some life out of work. I try calling people but no one hardly anwsers and no one ever hangs out. so meh i give up |
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| this weekend of hell |
[Feb. 23rd, 2009|03:23 pm] |
I got hit by a car on saturday. I was just walking to the bus stop to go to work and some dude just hit me on my left sde and knocked me to the other side of the street. I blacked out and only remember walking and then suddenly being on the street. I still cant believe this happened. Thank god I have no broken bones or anything. My left upper thigh and hip are bruised on the tissues. So I cant really walk and i will be on crutches for a while. i am on meds so they help alot. i have a bunch of little scrapes and some of them are inffected.
The meds make me nauseos my concussion gives me bad headaches and i feel like i will never go back to work. i feel terrible, i can barely walk even with the crutches. But I wll be ok with some rest. I just wanted to let you all know what happened and that i am ok.... or i will be soon... |
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[Feb. 9th, 2009|01:26 pm] |
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I am such a horrid procrastinator. I have a ton of junk due this week and on top of that I have an ear infection too. I have been feeling absolutley awful the last four days and I have gotten nothing done. I wanted to shape up this semester but I am still getting nothing done. Well at least it is due wed and I have finished two out of five papers rather then it being due tomorrow. Anyhoo guess I should go do work. I am feeling slightly better... too bad I have to work for five hours tonight. |
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| Yes we can!!! We have overcome!! |
[Nov. 5th, 2008|10:11 am] |
Martin Luther King had a dream. Jackie Robinson stood against racism and played his heart out. Tiger Woods stepped it up and broke through another divide. Rosa Parks was a revolutionary and defied the rules that seperated people. Here's to Little Rock, here's to the chicago riots here's to all we have been through and the hope that still resided within. Obama made it. The nation is changing. The nation is moving forward. And we as the diverse youth of America as the newest generation are here standing proud.
I am so happy this morning. My grandmother who has been through so much in her 87 years has lived to see this day. God bless us all. WE have hope!!!!!
Dorina
Black National Anthem- we have come so far
Lift ev'ry voice and sing, Till earth and heaven ring. Ring with the harmonies of Liberty; Let our rejoicing rise, High as the list'ning skies, Let it resound loud as the rolling sea. Sing a song full of the faith that the dark past has taught us, Sing a song full of the hope that the present has brought us; Facing the rising sun of our new day begun, Let us march on till victory is won.
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[May. 19th, 2008|08:07 am] |
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i got a boyfriend i got a boyfriend i got a boyfriend hey hey hey hey! |
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| bored |
[May. 16th, 2008|10:47 pm] |
I havent written in a while. Poetry i mean. And by a while I mean a month ago. Darn, my poem is a bit of a messy start cause i have gardens and beaches in my head at the same time. boo.
Streaking through the sweet peas. Caressing soft skin with fields of butter kissed lilies and sweet hues of dahlias deep in dark bloom. Our toes our twinkled by wet; we should just dive, leading to making
angels in the sand. Pipers twisting tunes against a head of wind and we are tasting salt and blue. Lets jet set on the sand with water beatings and not caring of sand in odd places. Color me kisses spelled out under the warmth of hips arms and hands. |
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| Its my birthday |
[Apr. 10th, 2008|12:30 am] |
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It is happily and sadly my birthday. I have so much shit due today. I am not done at all whatsoever. I am not even half done. I am the worst procrastinator in the entire world..... btw. I wish this all was over. seriously. I wish it was 9pm.. so I could get drunk and be happy. |
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| PRO crastination |
[Mar. 17th, 2008|12:04 am] |
I am so happy right now. Well mostly. Everything is going so well. I have a good group of friends without the massive drama that i have seen usually. Work is better. I mean Jerry is an uber asshole and Bauer still despises me. But for some reason Bauer is being nicer to me even without speaking at all ever. The girls at work are all cool again so its all good. I have a few prospective boy peoples but alas they seem quite hopeless.
I love my chaucer posse. we have had some awesome travels and huzzah next year shall be superb. i really will miss some peoples who are leaving but i have seen so many leave that it isnt as bad this fifth year around. i cant believe how fast time goes by. i really need to stop procrastinating and get my shit together.
the whole ireland thing is gonna kill my budget for well forever. hopefully my dad will pay for at least half of the plan ticket (500 bucks) and give me some spending money that i can convert into euros. i hae to get loanas and financial aid all happily together which will hopefully cover everything else.
happy st pattys day officiallly. my 67 hr work week is officialy done. i hat epeople sometimes. all the fuckers came into sams sat and sun. it sucked acid. off to more procrastination.
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| Dorinalicious |
[Jan. 25th, 2008|08:23 pm] |
Dude I swear good things do come to those that wait!! I have officially finished my grad school applications!! I will find out in three weeks for the most part where I am gonna get in. I really am starting to miss the pinkness. I may be dyeing my hair dark ass blue just cause i can.... or blue and black... ooooh conundrum.
I am so super busy! i am slowly going to disappear more and more. On another happy note I don't give a shit anymore. Yay! I am so over it! I keep meeintg so many guys and welll girls too... and they want either something serious or just something physical. At first i kinda wanted somewhere in between. But yeah... now I really really just need to focus on school and stuff..
I have been so caught up in the idea of finally maybe meeting a good guy that i totally forogt about me. I need to worry about what i like not what other people like and just be myself. I am totally comfortable with my crazy anime loving freakish self. I will be damned if I let anything or anyone try to change me.
So... ending this large rant.... I am not going to be bothered with guys because lately they have just used me and abused me. and frankly my heart just cant take anymore. the very second i like someone... i become this repugnant thing and they lose any semblance of interest in me. Well Dorina is looking out for bigger and better things.
No more walls are gonna close in on me.... i regret letting my heart out for even a second. im pulling it back in.. cause i am done. |
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| almost done |
[Dec. 11th, 2007|01:29 pm] |
well i got three of my exam scores so far:
children and culture: 94% anthropology: 90% weight training: 99%
I have indo euro next and then i have trig tonight. i feel like i am gonna get an A on Indo Euro. I will have three more hours to study for trig so hopefully i can somehow magically pull off an A. Soooooo close to being done!!! |
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| cause i am a copy cat |
[Nov. 21st, 2007|11:26 pm] |
Respond, and I'll . . . 1. Tell you why I friended you. 2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc. 3. Tell you something I like about you. 4. Tell you a memory I have of you. 5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. 6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours. 7. In return, you must post this in your LJ. |
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| costumes... semiofficially |
[Oct. 23rd, 2007|09:23 pm] |
thursday : nightmare in the quad--- 70s Diva thursday spice karaoke--sexy salsa mamacita friday party---Galinda from WIcked the musical saturday--- first party: Drag Queen second party-- pirate wench bar----maybe??--50s jazz singer WEDNESDAY---halloween--- Galinda again during day also naughty nurse at the bars |
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| the upcoming stuff |
[Aug. 21st, 2007|02:41 am] |
apocalypse must be soon because i am thoroughly cleaning my apartment. i am not ready for school to start again at all. i also am not ready for my last year of undergrad. i am kinda scared. it looks like more then likely i will be somewhere far away from Pittsburgh sadly. i really miss Jamie and Christine. an era has ended. all of my old friends from freshman year are gone. i feel really odd.
i have been super exhausted lately and i have no idea why. i really need to buy a printer before the school year starts. i hope everyone is all good and moved in by Friday. this week is gonna be terror. i don't want to see the Pitt kiddies at Uncle Sams. at all. my party is this weekend. should be a blast. i miss u Joseph Larosa!!! |
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[Aug. 9th, 2007|12:38 am] |
grades r in:
psych of gender A- philosophy B+
well i was pissed.... so close to an A in philosophy but they were pretty damn good.... summer is ending way too fast |
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| song is all that can say what i feel atm |
[Jul. 13th, 2007|02:26 am] |
'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone. oh..
That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realize) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over..
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it.. |
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| summer sadness |
[Jun. 24th, 2007|03:07 pm] |
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I am organizing my house. I am having a tea party on Wednesday and from now until then I am working on decorating and perfecting my lil home. I cant believe how fast these years are flying by. i am so afraid of leaving next year. I have no idea where i may end up. I love you guys. I am trying to cherish each moment o fwhat may be our last summer..... |
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| i am being zapped into another dimension |
[Jun. 6th, 2007|01:58 am] |
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IOLOGY sucks. period. oh and it sucks acid...ie a lot. grr. any time i spend with friends is just me not sleeping. sorry i fi may seem groggy and crankies for the next few hundred days..... oh and internship-blows |
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[Apr. 13th, 2007|04:49 pm] |
THE MOVIE KEYWORD MEME • Go to IMDB.com and look up 10 of your favorite movies. • Post three official IMDB "Plot Keywords" for these 10 picks. • Have your friends guess the movie names.
soulmates /anthropomorphic /tap dance HAPPY FEET
lesbian kiss/ alcoholism/ fish out of water
stranger /mad love/ suicide
1930s/ swimming pool/ texas
prison /violence /childhood
car crash/ hooker /merciless
compassion /satire/ teen
france /poetry /school girl
fingerprints/ best friend/ isolation
magic /reading /tavern |
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| HuuuuuungOOOOver |
[Apr. 11th, 2007|06:45 pm] |
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Last night was probably the most fun I have had in forever. I ate so much delicious food. I felt all the birthday love. I felt special... i felt apppreciated.. i felt loved. Screw boys I have my ebaum and Dan and all of the others of you who showered some love on me with something as simple as a birthday wish. Thank you guys...... I feel more whole then I have felt in a long ass time.
Boys will be boys and I am actually leaving them alone other then some hott make out fun here in there. I have curbed my emotions and I am not letting my heart go wanderin for a long time. I am still healing even though I have moved on I need to settle and recollect myself as a strong single female. I am feeling clear headed and I have a lot of things I need to do in the next two weeks for school and such. adios muchachos!!
thanks again
love dorina |
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